Chris picked up Janie for her to spend the night with him at his parents' house...
This will be the first time she's spent the night with them.
I miss my Janie so much...
I shouldn't complain. I shouldn't
dwell on this... but I cannot help but to be overwhelmed by an empty
sadness that is trying to consume me.
And I can't help but to think, is this how Chris has felt every night for the past 3 years?
feel like a horrible person for wanting her home... I texted Chris
earlier and asked him to please tell Janie that I love her. He said that
he would and told me that she was having a good time with her cousins.
That did make me feel better.
But I still miss her...