Last night my mom called. I had to call her back because I had missed her call when I was giving Si a bath. I knew something was wrong when she didn't leave me a voicemail.
She asked me if I was alright. I told her I was great :) and I am great :)
Not far into the conversation she started to cry. She even asked me, "who do you go to when you need help?"
cried almost the entire time we were on the phone. I almost started to
feel sorry for her but I can't forget about how she has treated me ans
made me feel like less. Less than a mother. Less than a daughter. Less
than a human being. I do hope she feels better. I even told her she
should go to the doctor and ask about getting on an antidepressant
because it would help her immensely. She's probably not going to do
that (because she thinks that would be like admitting something is wrong
That old adage about leading a horse to water is definitely true.
do wish someone (not me) had the guts to go to my uncle and tell him he
had better start helping with his parents or his say-so in how they are
cared for was going to be null and void. He's a real piece of work.
expected a call this morning. She calls me every Sunday morning around 9
asking about taking Janie to church. But not today. I almost want to
call her and make sure she's alright.
But... maybe I do need to call and check on my daddy...